Super Recognizer

It was about this time last year that we were supposed to go skydiving for the first time ever, but it didn't happen.  As I recall, it had something to do with someone who was supposed to jump with us being at risk of having a heart attack or tearing up his knees upon landing, i.e., being too old.  Also, it was going to be tandem jumping, of course, and the guy who invited us and was going to be one of the guides who would be jumping with us, was apparently so wasted the night he schemed up the whole plan and seemingly invited us, that when we went to schedule our jump appointment the next day, he didn't recall the conversation at all, he didn't even recognize us. 

That made us a little bit hesitant, to say the least.  All that and finances and the fear porn video, aka total waiver of liability of said sky diving company and all equipment manufacturers, even upon death and even upon equipment malfunction, even if negligence was implicated.  We were expected to sign it all away.  That makes you think about your life, just a little bit.  Suffice it to say, skydiving is not cheap, it can be risky, it can be scary, and we just didn't want to make the investment.  

Life can be a little bit like that too, I suppose, fraught with the unknown, terrifying and costly...unless you are aligned. But what makes us aligned?  What creates that elusive pull that sets all of the celestial bodies into perfectly aligned orbits?  How do we get aligned?  How do we know when we are aligned? 

I had a very powerful dream last night.  It was full of feelings and dialogs and searching.  Do you believe we can meet on the astral plane?  Through our dreams?  Part of us anyway?  I'm not sure, but when I experience things like I did last night, it makes me believe something else is going on.  There really are these other planes of existence out there and things are happening there.  Although there may still be fear and hesitation, and uncertainty, things are moving.  Sometimes they are even moving forward.  Maybe things are coming into alignment.

As I mentioned in my earlier post today, it's back, the feeling and the warmth and love that surrounds the essence that waits for me out there somewhere.  And in my dream last night, even though much of it was spent searching and catching glances, there were a few magnanimous moments from the universe that allowed us to actually connect.  It brings a grateful tear to my eye just thinking of it.  

Him: "She's perfect."

Her: " You can lean on me."

The accidental spin, Her face first into His heart space...the Hug. Pure.

The Epiphany: Oh my god this really is Home.

The heart explosion that I still feel happening now, it just is.  I will not dismiss it. I will not deny it.  I will not block my own way.  I want it.  I want to go Home.

I ran across an article today online that talks about Super Recognizers.  They are those people who, you know, can never forget a face.  Well, what if on some soul level, there are also Super Soul Recognizers?  What if there really is some magnetic frequency that connects two souls in such a way that there is no misunderstanding of who they are?  What if you just know?  What happens if we don't do anything about it?  Maybe then we always feel a little bit out of alignment.  

I actually feel like I may be a Super Recognizer, I rarely forget a face.  And I think I might also be pretty good at recognizing souls.  I'm working on it anyway.  I have recognized a few important souls in my lifetime.  They have absolutely aligned me with my highest path.  I am grateful, eternally grateful for that.

Now, as for my tidal daily discovery playlist today, well, it's pretty much shit again, which brings up the question for me...who controls my mind anyway, me or a fucking AI smartphone app?  I guess I know what I want that answer to be.  And discernment.  Discernment is critical to staying in alignment in these coming days, in all days really, it's just that now I know.  And as usual, as it has always been, it's about choice, choosing what I want.  What the fuck do I WANT to listen to?  What makes me feel good?  What brings me joy?  That's what I choose.  That's what I align with.

To give the tidal a break, I did find one song that could make it onto my blog today...Hope you enjoy!