You Lose?

Recently things have felt like they are moving at the speed of light around here.  I'm not sure how you are feeling, and I understand that there will come a time very soon when it will be quieter again.  But in the energies of this supermoon and with Pluto or Jupiter or one of those planets doing something pretty important pretty soon, I guess that makes things feel fast.  

Maybe that can also explain some of the vivid dreams I've been having.  I've also heard it suggested somewhere that with the recent wave of energy coming in, DMT receptors in our brain have been activated, or something like that.  I can't find the video where I think I heard this, but for a few days there, including the day I had this dream with you, the visions that I would get coming through were out of the ordinary for me and looked like the soothing gentle version of something I might see if I was having a little journey with our friend DMT.  I'll let you research DMT on your own if you find it interesting, I want to keep this storyline moving forward here and now.

Just so you know, THIS is the post I promised about my dream a couple of nights ago.  Actually, it was morning when it happened, my final dream cycle, so I heard "your words" as I was waking up.  Very clearly, I heard them.  It was "your voice" that sprung me awake that morning and your energy I felt lingering when I finally woke up.  What did you say to me?   Well, your words and the energy surrounding them were contradictory, much like a trickster, which is a form that you often have appeared to be to me...in my dreams throughout the years.

So, this is a fun one!  Picture this.  We are playing the fruit game (imagine pieces of fresh fruit displayed in a pure white box, on a pure white, console, everything surrounding those of us playing the game is in pure white, except for the brilliantly, beautifully colored, fresh fruit). Each player gets to select the fruit of their choice.  As they select their fruit, they claim it.  "I'll eat that".

I'll eat that...I'd already claimed the two peaches.  I'll eat that.  There was one banana, and one apple left...and a large black woman sitting in between us.  I was ready to claim the banana and the apple, when you stood up, walked around the large black woman and handed me a box of fruity candy and said, "You lose."  But it didn't feel like I had lost.  It was the warmest, most intoxicating feeling of love in my heart that was present then, when I awoke, and I even feel it again now as I am writing this post how many ever days later.  You were dressed in a light-colored linen sport coat, it felt like it might have been the same "you" I ran into a few years ago, remember "that was a crazy game of poker"?  It's really something I tell you.  I'm not sure what to make of it.... all of it, really.

Anyway, the energy surrounding the entire situation was divine, the love was immeasurable and all you had to say was, "You lose".   And of course, I took a moment to do some quick searches on some of the elements of this dream, to analyze the symbolism of the fruit and the colors and the large black woman in the room.  I also did a search on the calculation of the words "You lose" in Gematria. I'm telling you, if you don't follow Tom Numbers on YouTube, you have been missing out on a good time.  The man's brain definitely operates outside the norm.  Anyway, on to my findings... 

Gematria: You Lose =112=Victory, Houston, Burger King, Connection, Telepathy, Jesus Bride, Your Name, Angel Number, Mathematics, Imagination, Eternal Flame, Showtime, The Last Dance, You Are A God, Three Three, Beloved of God, Potential, Time is Up, I Am the Light, Eyes Closed...to name just a few.  Of course there are hundreds more, many not as inspiring as the ones I've chosen for the purposes of this post.  Feel free to look it up if you want to know all the others.

Peaches Symbolism 

• 1. Immortality In Chinese culture, the peach tree is considered the tree of life. ...
• 2. Sexuality A peach has a very distinctive shape. ...
• 3. Healthy Life Peaches are great for your health. ...
• 4. Happiness Peaches are also a symbol of happiness, much like other fruits like oranges. ...
• 5. Prosperity Peach can also symbolize prosperity. ...

Apple Symbolism Apples are a symbol of fertility and are associated with the divine1. They also symbolize youth, immortality, love, and health2. Apples are associated with forbidden knowledge and the Tree of Knowledge2. They are also a symbol of sensuality and desire3. In Norse mythology, golden apples gave gods immortality, while in Ancient Greece an apple caused the Trojan War4. For Christians, the apple is devilish temptation, but also knowledge of good and evil4.

Banana Symbolism Bananas symbolize abundance, fertility, and spiritual connection across various cultures, particularly in Hinduism and Buddhism. The unique shape of bananas represents the flow of life energy, encouraging spiritual growth and mindfulness.

The Large Black Woman in the Room: Dreaming of a black woman can symbolize resilience, strength, intuition, and personal growth1. In dream symbolism, a big black woman often represents the Feminine Divine, associated with the creative, nurturing, and intuitive aspects2. In African societies, black women symbolize strength, wisdom, and nurturing qualities3 

I honestly didn't think that I would find any symbolism on large black women in dreams, but voila.  And for me, what I thought of and was intuiting when I thought about it for myself, was some form of God.  In the book, The Shack, God is portrayed as a large black woman.  Divine feminine will work as well, as such that this is my dream, and I am god, and you are god...you know the song.  

And there are more positive things associated with bananas, like wealth and other things that I will let you research on your own if you are interested.  It doesn't really take much time to look it up.  That said, it's mostly all of the stuff from this dream is good.  That's great!

And oh my gosh!  Let's not forget the candy.  You handed me a box of candy.  Why did you hand me a box of candy?  What did that mean?

Candy Symbolism Candy is often associated with joy, childhood innocence, rewards and celebrations. In spiritual context, seeing a candy can symbolize unexpected blessings or rewards coming your way. It could be an indication that you are about to experience something sweet and pleasant in your life.

I just find this stuff interesting.  Whether it means anything or not remains to be seen, as always.  We must be discerning.  But Steve will tell you, either everything means something, or it doesn't.  Such words of wisdom.  How do I process it all, I ask you?

The other trippy thing about this whole dream thing is that I started singing a song shortly after I woke up.  It was that song Hallucinogenics by Matt Maeson.  I think I left a link for it in one of my posts not too long ago.  It's just a creepy song though, so I didn't want to link it to this post again today.  It just made me start thinking about the DMT comment from the other video that I mentioned earlier.  I was wondering if this whole dream experience was just the extra DMT in my brain, acting or reacting to the higher incoming frequencies.  It's possible.  The trickster is a common character in the DMT experience.  I did decide to post a video I watched on DMT after I had the dream.

Again, it's trippy.  Psychedelics are.  I'm not even advocating going out to use them for spiritual experiences, although, as you know, if you have been following my blog for a while, I have sought out those experiences myself.  You will also remember that my last experience was quite dark and painful and deep.  It makes me wonder so many, many other things.  But I won't get into all of that wondering here, today.  That's something best discussed over a nice cup of tea, or coffee, or maybe a delicious glass of kombucha.  You get my drift, I am sure.

And my dreams the last few nights have taken a more serious turn too.  They've been dark, as if I am facing my subconscious, or clearing out some painful and haunting memories, past lives or maybe just the collective trauma that has been and will be brought to light as more and more of the darkness that has been running our world becomes unveiled and brought into the light for all people to see...if they choose to look.  If they can look.  It is sad.  It is tragic and it is not beautiful.  Again, I won't get into the details here, but it is all part of this ascension process, and it cannot be ignored or denied.

And it's Pluto moving into Aquarius by the way, from what I said above.  Steve keeps me up to date on this stuff, although I have been considering divorcing him lately, I just haven't been able to do it quite yet.  But he posted a video today, and it was inspiring, and it may or may not go along with my dream experience here, so I thought I would post it so you could watch it and decide for yourself.  I just don't know.  So here you go...

Hopefully it's good news for you.  I just really don't know.  Hopefully it will at least be entertaining, and maybe if you are really lucky, like me, you'll get to hear one of your favorite people say, "You lose!"  Good luck!