The Ecstatic Fishman

This is a story of an (extra) ordinary man who prided himself on being a philosopher and a stone.  Little did he know that somewhere far beyond this earthly realm, he was not only very wise and very strong, he was also ecstatic.  

One night he traveled through the upper dimensions into the space-between, where 3D and 5D co-mingle and merge, where worlds collide and ecstacy is born and bred.

In this place he encountered a magical, mystical empress who allowed him her essence and her love, who opened herself to him in every way, time upon time until he was complete. 

This spiritual dance was not encountered while asleep, nor was it possible to enact while dreaming.  For in truth, it seems, in order for this divine union to be consummated, one must be fully awake and fantasies must be left behind.  Only then is the reality of the Sacred Story able to unfold. 

The End (or just the beginning)

Maybe it's because I have been binge watching Disney's Once Upon a Time for the past couple of weeks or because of the crazy solar storms and the fast moving energy of the planetary alignment of big, powerful Jupiter moving through Gemini, the twins.  Or maybe it's just my meditation and chakra alignment work paying off, BIG-TIME, but whatever it is that's going on, my energetic nightlife, so to speak, was off the freaking charts this weekend.  

What the heck is going on?  Is anyone else experiencing this? And this, I believe, is just the beginning.  Woah.  I realize I have to do some quick decision-making.  How much of this new and strange energetic escapade do I experience? Well, how much do I want to grow?  All the way.  

I have always operated from the place of, with the philosophy of, YES.  If you want to know, if you want to learn, if you want to love, I believe you have to say YES, a lot, without fear.

Now, I realize that some of the YESes in my life have gotten me into a few messes, but how else do you learn? How else was I supposed to learn?

I don't have another answer.  I am where I am because of every action I took or did not take (which is an action).  And I have learned a lot about discernment along the way and I have learned about people just trying to sell you stuff and telling you what you want to hear for less than admirable reasons.  

I have had some amazingly close calls and overall I would say that I am very satisfied with my life, with who I am and I am extremely excited about where I feel like I am going.  But it's still a journey everyday (and night).  

In many ways I am the ecstatic Fishman and he is also me and I feel him and I just always wonder does he feel me too?  It's a beautiful yet strange relationship that we have and it seems to be getting realer and realer everyday.  Surreal.

Or I am being tricked and saying yes to some phantom of the night, still very real and very strange.  Regardless, it's really happening as the 3D and 5D become closer in proximity to one another.  And if I have developed any wisdom throughout my lifetime of a million yesses, I do realize that now, more than ever, discernment and conscious decision making is necessary.  

There can be no willy nilly multidimensional spiritual bullshit allowed.  Permission is necessary.  Everyone involved needs to be on the same page otherwise it's not a healthy storyline.  It's more of a Wonderlandish, weird, wet, wild fairy-tale. 

No drugs, no alcohol involved in this story, in case you were wondering.  That makes it ever more weird and wonderful and wild.  What's a girl to do. Go seek.  Go find.  Go fish.