A Conscious Choice

"Perhaps the Ancients not only saw much that is important to us today, but also knew how much that we have, in the meantime, forgotten." - Jan Assmann, The Secret History of Hermes Trismegistus

Hello Beautiful Soul.  It's time.  I'm going to be moving on down the road for now, seeing where this journey into Alchemy takes me.  Saying that I will miss you would be an understatement and a misstatement.  I miss you already.

I cannot express enough, my gratitude to you.  These moments of writing to you have been beyond healing.  They have been educational.  They have been strengthening.  They have been wildly mind-expanding.  They have been invigorating.  They have been a bright spot in my darkest days.  

I will have a void that needs filling.  And fill it I will, with study and reading and explorations of all kinds.  Alchemy, history, artistry and chess.  Meditation, hemi-sync and radical self-care.  I won't allow myself to be bored.  I can't.  I wouldn't.  

And I will strive to keep my energy invigorated and inspired.  I will let go and let my frequency rise as high as it will take me.  This is not just for me.  This is for you.  This is for my family.  This is for my community.  This is for my world...This is for my Universe.

And from the Universe a final message for you, via the mystic cards, of course.  This brought to you with the most love and a reminder that you are deeply cherished:

#1 - From the Light Seers Tarot - Justice: Justice asks you to learn from your past experiences, the good, the bad and the fugly.  Take it all and grow from it.  This energy is not about perfection, but about fairness and honesty.  It highlights clarity of motivation and intention, and it asks you to be realistic about the cause and effect of your thoughts and actions.  

Seek to balance your growth with both positivity and shadow and learn from the many different parts of you.  In your current situation, be impartial and reframe your reality and work to remove negative emotional charge from the equation.

The only true path ahead of you is not one of black and white, but always - always - one of love.

#2 - From the Light Seers Tarot - The Hanged Man: Surrender to the will of the Cosmos.  Flow with it.  Divine wisdom spills forth in moments of deep flow, and The Hanged Man is offering you the chance to look at something from a completely different perspective.  When you let go of that thing that's got you stuck, you will make space for insights and new vantages to shift into place.

Open your heart to the bigger plan, and you'll inadvertently tap into a whole new framework from which to see the world.  Know that your path and your dream may look unfamiliar to you after you relinquish your need to direct the outcomes.

Surrender to the will of the Cosmos and realign your life with its sacred patterns.  The Universe already knows what life altering lesson is the key to your happiness, and your Higher Self has so much wisdom for you when you intentionally pause to listen.

#3 - From the Light Seers Tarot - The Moon: When we are faced with uncertainty and illusion, it can feel like we are drowning.  Trust that you will be okay, even if you can't seem to distinguish up from down right now.  When you stop struggling to see that which you simply cannot see because it remains obscured behind shadows of the moonlight, you'll experience a deep release that will allow you to float to the surface of your truth.

The Moon card asks you to go within, find comfort in the darkness, and to calmly listen to the whispers of your own intuition.  There is divinity and magic here.  When you fall into the Moon's still waters, your inner wisdom will embrace you and push you toward the light. 

She will invigorate your creativity and resurrect your spark as long as you go beyond your own fears to find her.  Dive into her healing embrace, breathe past insecurities, and let her dimly lit magic guide you home.

So Be It.

And what would a blog post from me be without a (few:) messages from the Galactic Federation of Light.  Lately, it wouldn't...I know.  But remember, if you like their information, their vibe, their calming presence concerning what may come, you can easily find and follow them yourself.  It's all good.

  Trust The Journey

And some more sciency stuff regarding possible earth events.  Our planet is alive and it's AMAZING!

More GFL - Prepare for an important December.  Transformation.

And finally, for you to see what lies in store for me, as I journey into the true Wild Unknown of Alchemy, not just the cards and the guidebook, but into the Real World of Alchemy.  To get that glimpse, let's look at this message for me, from the Universe, through a few Wild Unknown of Alchemy cards:

#1 - Luppiter/Jupiter - Expansion, possibility, fortune.  Jupiter is often a welcome sight, emerging from the darkness, shimmering with possibilities.  It is the planet of growth, expansion, success and elevation.  When this card appears, the future is full and bright, perhaps even dazzling.  

Everyone wants to be around Jupiterian energy (and to claim a little bit for themselves), so there is likely a magnetic feeling at play.  The work is to keep Jupiter's bigness in balance during the wave of expansion that's taking place.  

Its shadow is most easily seen in celebrity culture, excess consumption, and messaging of "never enough."  You may begin comparing yourself to others or assessing your value.  Don't double judge yourself for this.  Jupiter happens.  

Instead, realign with the benevolent message in your heart.  What truly needs expanding?  It's likely not your followers or your bank account.

#2 - The Uncreated (Didn't this card just come up for something the other day?) - The unconceived.  The seed of the seed.  There was a time when everyone you know was not yet born, when every city was not yet named, when your favorite song was yet to be sung.  Such is the energy of Increatum.

This card indicates the subtle but profound force that summons all that will be into existence.  This most sacred of formulas cannot be manufactured, contained, bought or sold.  It is the pure intelligence of creation pulsing at the door of reality.  

Its timing is precise, and it is happening now.  Do not delay.  Send an invitation to the Uncreated.  Allow it to formulate and gestate.  Soon a sketch, a map, or a name will draw itself upon your mind.  

Envision and believe.  The architecture of the future is within you.  All ground is fertile, life begets life.

#3 - Rebis/Androgyne - Creative transcendence, multiplicity, the Artist.  The Androgyne is a deeply revered image in Alchemy.  Born of Hermes and Aphrodite, Hermaphroditos has been classically depicted as a balanced union of divine masculine (the Sun) and divine feminine (the Moon).  Yet today's Alchemist knows the Androgyne is far more nuanced than that - it encompasses the infinite spectrum and reveals itself in ever changing, nonbinary forms.

The Divine Hermaphrodite defies definition as it is a deeply personal, felt experience.  Accessing this fluid and enlightened state requires us to slip into the contradictory realm of the senses.  Breath by breath we are drawn into our limbs, our orifices, organs and cells.  

We let go of rules and labels.  Judgement is suspended.  The gods are present, as are the creative mysteries of the underworld.  For a brief moment, we hold all of our complexities in one loving form.  Like a newborn, we know not our name, gender, age, or location.  

We are the Embodied Artist, embraced unconditionally by the Sun and the Moon.  

And So, It Is.

I invite you to take a moment now, to let these words penetrate into your heart as they penetrate into mine, with me, as we spend this last moment together.  Taste it.  Savor it.  Know.

Know that you will find me again.  You will see me again.  When the time is right.  When the new platform is ready.  You will know.  And you will find me.  And we will expand together into a new paradigm. 

I will see you there.  As always, I am sending you so much love.  Until next time...