Golden Demon Hunters

If you have followed my blog for any length of time, you have probably heard me refer to my daily discovery, a list of suggested music, curated for my listening pleasure courtesy of my Tidal App.  

Because I am a spiritual person, looking for connections, seeking guides, I often ask my star family, the angels or any benevolent beings who would like to counsel me, to speak to me through song, specifically, to bring me information through my daily discovery.  

The results have been varied.  They come in waves.  For a period it was pop songs, old, new, new to me. I felt enriched, inspired.

Then they switched to Disney.  Every new day, for weeks on end my list was full of singing princesses, sword wielding, dragon riding heroes,  crooning lions, gorillas and bears to name just a few.

These songs reminded me to have fun, to take myself less seriously, to dance, to be free, to find my joy!

So I did.  I shared my joy as much as I could with those who came into my purview.

A few months before Christmas, my discovery began filling up with Huntrix, KPop Demon Hunters.  I had no clue what this was supposed to signify or what it meant for me. But day after day the KPop kept coming.  The beat was good and the lyrics were uplifting and the whole idea of me and KPop made me laugh. It brought me joy.

When my stepson and his wife were here at Christmas, the KPop topic came up as did the Netflix movie, KPop Demon Hunters. My daughter in-law was born in Korea.  I didn't think about the possibility that they had watched the movie, it's a cartoon, but they had, watched the movie, and my stepson said it was good.  So I put it on my watch later list.

Today was that watch later day.  It was haunting, really.  And beautiful.  And absolutely freeing. Finally.

I feel like this is part of my story, about this guy from so long ago, that I had some kind of mysterious history with.  There might have been a few flirty chapters, but the plot was much deeper than that.

Maybe this is what it has all been about all along, the happenstance, the search, the battle, I don't know.  But I do know this, you helped me find my voice. For that, I thank you.

As I leave, I will gift you with a poem, composed from the best of today's daily discovery.  

It's a new day 

Filled with witches and runes and

Insomnia

Save him please just save him 

We deserve each other 

You know the 

Hardest thing 

Is to say Goodbye 

And I'm not your enemy 

Your atoms gone 

You stand alone 

Make my way to the refrigerator 

One dry potato inside 

No lie

I can't sleep 

We'll make it to a hunnid

Yeah, yeah, yeah 

A hunnid, a hunnid

Like a comet pulled through orbit 

As it passes a sun

Never had a chance 

Everything burns

No Kings

Satisfaction Skank.

Brr-brr Patapim

Tralalero, Tralala

Cappuccino, Assassino

Lirili, Larila

I was thinking about space

And not the one between us 

Maybe in another world 

Nothing falls, nothing fades

Nothing withers away 

I was thinking about space 

And not the one between us

Because I knew you 

I have been changed

For good